Just can't have N O T H I N G...

Remember when you were a child and you didn't want a toy or a food until you saw someone else with it...
It's weird...
Why do people begin to see things in a different way when someone else has it or wants it???
I have always wanted the things that no one really paid attention...
Not J U S T because people didn't see it...
But because the things that the majority of people want, aint all that anyways...
I don't typically follow the group so to speak...
I look at things for their true qualities...
Not just the way it looks or what it can do...
It just seems like lately, everything I want or even look at begins to become desirable to others...
Even things that have been just sittin' in the window for Y E A R S...
It seems like when I say something like "That's a cute shirt.", someone will go and buy and then try and keep the fact that they bought it away from me, because they already know that I would be P I S S E D...
Idk...
I guess I'm just like stop...
I'm gonna stop wantin' things...
I'm gonna stop sayin' what I want because it seems like that's when the problems come in...