Jamie Foxx is right...

I don't need it...
I don't need to change...
I don't need to make myself right for someone else...
And I'm glad that I caught that now...
No matter how much I like them, I'ma stay me...
But I do need to do something though...
I need to find a constructive way to release my anger...
I tend to just blurt out what's on my mind and I don't think about who it affects...
I learned it the hard way though...
I said somethings out of anger and the words I said hurt the person that I liked...
I pretty much my changes of hearing what I wanted to hear but I did it to myself...
I did it because I'ma very protective person...
But its weird because I was protecting myself...
It was more like a defense mechanism...
And honestly, I was scared...
I was scared that it was just a joke being played on me...
I was scared that it was all just made up...
I was scared so I tried to find everything that could have been wrong because I didn't want to get hurt...
I wanted him to like me back but I just wasn't sure and I got impaitent so I tried to find something wrong with it...
Soo, now we just friends and I'm okay with it...
It's just gonna be a huge regret of mine for a lil bit...